I have no profound thoughts. Not that I ever did. But at least I could borrow other thoughts and appear to have useful things to type on here. But then again I don’t think my blog is really one where people come seeking wisdom and profoundness to drip off the paragraphs like spilt soda dripping off a counter. Anyway, today profound thoughts are far from me. Maybe it’s because I haven’t really had school this one. I only went on Monday and my last class was cancelled.
Sometimes life just feels like it’s missing something (kinda like spice is missing from my blog). I feel ungrateful when I get this way. I know my life is great and I’m blessed and when I feel like it’s missing something I feel like a big snobby faced girl.
For instance, today I treated myself to an early birthday present with leftover scholarship money and got my hair down. The lady wanted to try something different and I agreed. Different is hard to adjust to sometimes. I think I will like it, eventually.
My birthday is on Monday and honestly I don’t mean to sound ungrateful but I don’t really care about my birthday. I really never have been one. Now I like to make sure everyone else celebrates but it’s not my thing. My mom and dad are coming and we are going out to dinner and I think my friend G-nasty and I are grabbing some sushi for lunch. But I have these two guy friends who keeps trying to throw me a house party and I ran out of nice ways to say no and kinda got attitudinal with them “I said I didn’t want a house party and if I wanted one why would I let you throw it” Bah…thats why they play that one song when I call. Whoops. I love them but no. Not doing it.
I love mix CD’s or playlists. They make me happy.
Also, I have a lot of guys who are friends and they provide for some great conversations. And being a girl they like to “run things by me” b/c I can keep their secret and apparently am quite the planner. Who knew.
Here are some tidbits:
*Friend Planing Honeymoon: So I’m not telling her where we are going. It’s my little surprise
Me: Uh, isn’t she quite the planner. How are you going to get her to do that?
Him: O she wants to know. But I’m just telling her what climate to pack for.
Me: Sweet. Good job friend.
Him: Can I run it by you.
Me: uh sure I don’t know her really well but ya
Him: good I can’t ask her friends they will tell her
Me: ya no prob
Him: ok well after the wedding it will be late and I don’t want her to get too tired before uh……play time..so I think we will just stay outside town
Me: did you seriously just refer to it as play time
Him: ha ha yes..sorry this is gonna be an awkward convo
Him: and then we have that night to uh well never mind you’re not dumb and I’m really excited. Then we travel to FL and have a lazy day to have sex and go the beach and then we board a cruise where she might get sea sick so we will just have to find things to occupy our tiem in the cabin 😉 but it has lots of cool stuff and shopping and makes four stops and I figure plenty of sex. Then we have another lazy day in FL for more sex. Then we fly home the next evening for dinner and sex in our house.
Me: wow you thought of everything. better get dinner on the way home don’t want to waste anytime busting down those doors.
Him: good idea, I’ll write that down.
Friend getting ready to propose: Well I don’t really want to spend money on proposing I mean I already bought the ring
Me: You don’t have to buy anything. Just do something sentimental or something I don’t know. I just know she puts up with your being cheap and it will mean a lot if you put some thought and creativity into this.
Him: Like i need ideas.
Me: Give him 3 different ideas w/ the help of Jessica
Him: uh…well we don’t have school tomorrow maybe I will just pull it out of the snow.
Me: ha. well that’s a thought
Him: I’ll sleep on it.
Me: good luck
Uh ya…my hair is darker and way blonder all at the same time
She says I will love it curly and it will calm down. and if not she will fix it
it’s like a melted peanut butter cup